A Letter to My 18-Year-Old Self (Part II)

Dear Mathieu, You are nobody’s little boy anymore. This is the only thought you have at this moment as you stand over your Diddy’s lifeless body.  Your aunt holds him tight, tears streaming from her brown eyes.  You know that whatever soul inhabited his body for 81+ years is no longer present.  While you wouldn’t…

Two tears in a bucket…

Today is different.  Tomorrow will be great.  And last night, well, last night I had a “come to Jesus” with myself. I’m over this.  I am so over this emotional roller coaster over someone who, quite frankly, doesn’t deserve my love.  I realized so much after I finished typing my post last night.  I said…

About last night…

About Last Night In that quick instant when my eyes shut so fast and I saw every color as a burst of light, I truly believed my life had come to an end.  I had fallen to the ground before I knew exactly what happened.  I didn’t even have time to think about bracing my…