Already gone.

One of my most meaningful possessions is a notebook my mother wrote for me in the early 90’s.  In it, page after page, she expresses her story in the hopes that as I grow up, I will be able to have more understanding and acceptance of what has happened in life.  Each entry, she reminds…

And just like that…

POOF! And just like that, it’s over. I can’t say I’m surprised given everything that has happened over the past few weeks.  It is amazing what one bad moment between someone you care about and yourself can do for your own self-esteem.  When you realize “enough is enough, and I must take charge of my…

The 13 gallons of unleaded I needed.

I made a mistake.  Everything I thought I knew, felt and experienced was simply a moment in time to bring me back to reality.  It is amazing what one single day can do to change your aspects towards your life and surroundings. As it turns out, N and I are not compatible together.  I fell…