You deserve love.

The hardest thing about being depressed for me is that overwhelming sense of repetition.  In feelings, in thoughts, in my mind, a replay of events happens over and over.  What truly went wrong?  What makes sense?  Are my friends bored, sick and tired of hearing the same melancholy story?  Should I allow myself to be…

Two tears in a bucket…

Today is different.  Tomorrow will be great.  And last night, well, last night I had a “come to Jesus” with myself. I’m over this.  I am so over this emotional roller coaster over someone who, quite frankly, doesn’t deserve my love.  I realized so much after I finished typing my post last night.  I said…

About last night…

About Last Night In that quick instant when my eyes shut so fast and I saw every color as a burst of light, I truly believed my life had come to an end.  I had fallen to the ground before I knew exactly what happened.  I didn’t even have time to think about bracing my…